I mean, other than the stupid, crippling depression that makes me want to tear my own skin off.

The stuff I'm currently writing isn't first person.

I've always felt more comfortable writing a streaming river of consciouness and thoughts instead of trying to explain what's happening through multiple characters. I think the only thing I hold back on when writing a first person Discord is I swear a lot more IRL.

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But I suppose I have to after being off on holiday for a week.

I like my job but I'm currently depressed and feel kind of "off." It's the weird numb feeling with bouts of depression and confusion rather than the "oh god, I want to kill myself" type, which is something of a relief, but then my moods are not as sharp and prominent since I've stopped using BC.

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